Out of the five classes I had today, four of them had diagnostic assessment tests. And the other one was PE. Christ.

Today I wore my only and magnificent black corset. That makes me feel happy. Corsets are fine. Reallyyy fine.

Anyway, tomorrow I may go to a party in a village nearby. It may be fun. It may be better than classes. Actually, there's just one class to go before the weekend. I can barely believe it.

Just dropped by to say something. Anything at all. School has started, I'm supposed to have an awful lot of things to say. Unfortunatly, I don't. No one's the guts to teach me how to laugh in a evil way. All the jokes seem shallow. Gosh, I'm even missing the past 16-year-old me. She was so within the lines. Nothing like the girl I've turned into, again.

Who should I grow up to be, anyway?

Just read the title. And listen to this awsome song (coz wherever I go, I'll always keep every moment I had in my life right here beneath my hand):

The Birthday Massacre
Remember Me

It's safe to say I'm lonely now
A place called home is just a memory away
I know I've done this all before
A thousands silent voices begging me to stay

Apologies all left unsaid
Secrets better left unspoken
Dreams laid down and put to bed
Rumors stirred and reawoken

And if I try to get away
How long until I'm free?
And if I don't come back here
Will you remember me?

It's safe to say there's nothing now
It's all so quiet but I can't forget the sound
A thousand voices call my name
A thousand hands that pull me back down to the ground

I turn away from what you are
Denying all that you have given
I find a place thats safe and far
In time all will be forgiven

And if I try to get away
How long until I'm free?
And if I don't come back here
Will you remember me?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5A7zWFiFXWw

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